Two Things on My Mind

Right now I sit here in a funk because of the two things on my mind. Neither are really pressing or depressing or anything like that but they seem to be all I can think about at this very moment and it's kind of driving me crazy.
Right now, I feel like a kid on Christmas morning - which we will eventually get to in my next point- but waiting for something that may or may not come is a very hard thing to do. The wondering what will happen or what the future will hold is tough stuff and while it's something we do every minute of every day when you are hoping for certain things in the said future it gets tough waiting to see what will happen. And for the time being, that is really all I have to say on that matter but I feel better getting it out somewhere other than in my head.
The second thing is Christmas. I have been thinking about it a lot lately. With us down to Big A's income for most of our major expenses and my little part time income I get at the outdoor store I feel like it is my responsibility to plan out Christmas way ahead of schedule. I have been doing pretty good at this. I have been trying to buy one Christmas present on every paycheck I receive so come December it won't be as much coming out of the main account. Like I said, I have done pretty good but then I get lost in my thoughts trying to plan it out some more.
I guess right now I'm just lost in my thoughts on a couple different things and I'm sure this post is more of cluster of words than really making any rational sense but since my blog is kind of like my diary I had to put it out there...in black and white, make it real, and maybe, just maybe the waiting will come more quickly and my mind will be more at ease.
That's all I have for now...have a great weekend everyone!